Showing posts with label Ex-members. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ex-members. Show all posts

Sunday, September 15, 2013

If God will give me another life to live on earth, I will be a numerary 30 times over

By mariano3 in Can I trust Opus Dei?

I am an African, a former numerary in Opus Dei.

I had crisis of vocation, common when you graduate from university really thinking out what to do in life, a period when one needs a lot of prayer and direction. My prayer life at that point was tepid. I was away from the centre on compulsory national service, hence not so much accessible for spiritual direction. Besides, looking back I realised I have not been very sincere to my directors over the years for them to truly understand my situation then to adequately help me. Somehow I lost this great vocation. I asked that I wanted to leave and there was no compulsion to stay. The door was wide open for me to leave. The truth is that its easier to leave Opus Dei than to join.

The greatest regret I have today is not being a numerary. Now I am married happily with two kids, I have just finished praying the three decades of rosary and seeking intercession of Blessed John Paul II, that God may grant my kids vocation to Opus Dei (my daily prayers).

If God will give me another life to live on earth, I will be a mumerary 30 times over. I am what I am today from the tremendous formation I have received from Opus Dei free of charge.

Read more in: http://rcspiritualdirection.com/blog/2013/01/06/can-i-trust-opus-dei

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Can I Trust Opus Dei?

by Dan Burke in Roman Catholic Spiritual Direction
Q: Dear Dan, I am contemplating a vocation to Opus Dei. For years, I have been hearing a call. I am afraid however, when I read negative info on websites. I feel torn apart. Can you guide me, provide some insight?
A: Dear Friend, your concerns are valid. To set the stage for my comments I need to state that I am not a member or in any way formally or informally affiliated with Opus Dei. However, I have engaged with an Opus Dei priest who wrote the forward for my book Navigating the Interior Life, I have attended one Opus Dei meeting, and I have read quite a bit on Opus Dei, including the web site you reference (though I have not provided the link because I believe the authors of the site are guilty of calumny and detraction). I also have a few good friends who are in some form of relationship with Opus Dei.
Lets take a look at a few of the accusations against Opus Dei.
Corporal Mortification: This is listed on one site as the top bullet point reflecting problematic issues with Opus Dei. Beyond the tactic of putting this item forward first, the complaint about this issue is, on its face, absurd. Why, because they don’t really practice corporal mortification? Actually, no, they do. It is because in the teaching and tradition of the Church, there is nothing wrong with corporal mortification as long as it is undertaken with free will and under the guidance of a spiritual director. So, why all the shouting about it? Simply put, these people reject the traditions of the Church. If you are not familiar with the tradition and practice, Fr. Barron has provided a very helpful video discussing the corporal mortification practiced by Pope John Paul II.
Aggressive Recruitment: Here’s a quote the opponents of Opus Dei offer as problematic, “University residences, universities, publishing houses. . . are these ends? No, and what is the end? . . . to promote in the world the greatest possible number of souls dedicated to God in Opus Dei…”(Founder of Opus Dei, Cronica, v, 1963)”.
The first point is that they deceptively omitted St. Jose Maria Escriva’s name and substituted “Founder of Opus Dei.” Why would they do this? Because it militates against their cause. The founder of Opus Dei is a saint. He has undergone extreme scrutiny and found to be holy enough to be named a saint. Do they reject the Church’s work and decision on this matter? I think the answer is obvious.
Aggressive Recruitment Continued: So, they cite the quote provided above in their opening paragraph outlining the problem of recruitment. Let’s cut to the essence of the quote. They are concerned that St. Escriva is encouraging recruitment of souls to God within the Church approved framework of Opus Dei! Oh the horror! More people to God in a Church approved institution!? This must be stopped! Forgive me, I can’t hold back the sarcasm because this is simply juvenile The Church teaches that all of us are called to this “aggressive recruitment” – it is called “evangelism.” Jesus, in Luke chapter fourteen tells us to, “Go out to the highways and hedges, and compel people to come in, that my house may be filled.” Is it ok to make friends with folks in order to “compel” them to “come in”? Is there a better way? Is it problematic to make friends with people to help them to heaven? Are you kidding me?
“Alienation” from Families: The complaints here are simply painful reflections of the normal process of separation from family for those entering religious life. Coupled with the challenges of their suffering, these complaining parents either are not committed to the Church or are ignorant of Church teachings on religious life. I don’t mean to belittle their struggles but the implications are clear.
In the history of the Church, religious are always called out of their families and into the new family of their charisms. Many orders have fallen out of the rigor of this practice as they stray from the parameters established by the Church and their founders. Unfortunately, many modern witnesses of this trend assume that this laxity is the healthy norm when it is not. They then compare the practices of Opus Dei to these wayward organizations and coupled with the pain of losing their children to the work of God, they feel compelled to cry foul. The real foul here is the failure of the traditional orders to maintain their fervency for Christ.
Is Opus Dei Beyond Reproach?
All that said, is Opus Dei a perfect institution beyond reproach of any criticism? No, and no such institution exists. Are they guilty of any of the negative criticism they receive? I am sure they are. Is the problem endemic to the organization? I have not seen it and neither has the Holy See. Thus, the constitutions of the organization are valid and Church approved and supported.
Furthermore, if I claim to be a magisterium faithful Catholic, I need to be supportive of the Holy See and the organizations they approve. Does this mean I cannot be critical? Of course not. However, we need to think with the Church in these matters, not criticize organizations on the basis of practices that are actually approved by the Church. Otherwise, we will find ourselves opposing the Church itself and maybe Christ Himself.
My bottom line conclusion? You should pursue a vocation within Opus Dei with all your heart. Allow the Lord to lead you and enjoy the journey. If you find the charism does not match your call, pursue others with all your heart and enjoy the journey!
I would like to open the comboxes to those of you who have testimonies of good experiences within Opus Dei and other similar organizations that are faithful to the magisterium of the Church. How have they helped you? How have you been blessed by your involvement? I am not interested in reiterations of the calumny, detraction, or gossip. If you have complaints, avoid these grave sins and take your concerns to those who have the proper authority and perspective to address them. Again – positive comments only please.
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Some snippets of the comments:
By mariano3
I am an African a former Numerary in Opus Dei. I had crisis of vocation common when you graduate from University really thinking out what to do in life, a period one need a lot of prayer and direction. My prayer life at this point was tepid, I was away from the centre on compulsory national service, hence not so much accessible for spiritual direction. Besides, looking back I realised I have not been very sincere to my directors over the years to truly understand my situation then to adequately help me. Somehow I lost this great vocation. I asked that I wanted to leave and there was no compulsion to stay the door was wide open for me to leave. The truth is that its easier to leave Opus Dei than to join.
The greatest regret I have today is not being a Numerary. Now I am married happily with two kids, I have just finished praying the three decades of rosary and seeking intercession of Blessed John Paul 2, that God may grant my kids vocation to Opus Dei (my daily prayers) when I came across this post.
If God will give me another life to live on earth, I will be a Numerary 30 times over. I am what I am today from the tremendous formations I have received from Opus Dei free of charge.
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By Macchabee
Opus Dei is a remarkable gift. Some of the people I have met in the discipline are truly remarkable without being sanctimonious. Among them are some of my closest friends. The people I have met are interesting in many ways. Nothing that I ever encountered in its guidance is contrary to the Magisterium of the Church. The Retreats I attended when I could were brilliant in their insights and the availability of the Sacraments was another gift. .
Opus Dei is Catholicism.
I am grateful for the graces I have received under their auspices. So thank you. And fellow Catholics remember Christianity is not a spectator sport. The spectators are seated in the arena watching, while the Christian is in the arena contending for his own soul and the souls of his neighbor.
I respectfully suggest that if someone is doing something good, give them your encouragement. When the culture and media pass on untruths, follow Solzhenitsyn's rule at the very least "Do not participate in the lie."
Read more: http://rcspiritualdirection.com/blog/2013/01/06/can-i-trust-opus-dei#ixzz2eZDWU6Ai
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Ex-member: Life can become very hard if you don't pray

By John Allen, Jr. in Opus Dei

Ignacio G. Andreu, forty-one, is a Spanish ex-numerary who teaches phi­losophy at a public university in Barcelona. He first met Opus Dei in a small Spanish town when he was still in high school, where he grew up in a devout Catholic family, although no one in his immediate family belonged to Opus Dei. Like McCormack and Falk Sather, Andreu went on the UNIV trip to Rome when he was seventeen. He decided to join shortly thereafter. The attraction, he said, was “the spirituality ... and the freedom.” Also, like many members of Opus Dei, Andreu said the idea of sanctification of work was a powerful draw. “I was impressed by the possibility of offering my study, and then afterward, my work to God.”

After entering Opus Dei, Andreu briefly studied in Madrid and then came to Barcelona to study philosophy. He remained in and around Barcelona the rest of the time he was in Opus Dei, from the age of sev­enteen to thirty-five. At a certain stage, he said, he was assigned to work with a group of Opus Dei members in a small town outside Barcelona, where most of the members were older and, he said tactfully, “a little dif­ficult.” It was a stressful time, Andreu said, and he began to “drop his guard,” letting his prayer life slide.

“In Opus Dei life is usually very easy, but it can become very hard if you don’t pray,” Andreu said. “When you are down, maybe temptations come more easily.” That temptation, Andreu said, came in the form of a young woman. At a moment of low self-esteem and spiritual emptiness, he said, not to mention exhaustion from overwork, it was an attraction too powerful to resist. He and the young woman began an affair. In a spirit of honesty he told the director at his center what was going on. Rather than casting him out, the director suggested that he take a sabbatical to sort out what he wanted to do. (...)

Eventually, he said, he decided to write a formal letter declaring his intention to leave. “That’s the honest thing to do, because there are people who disappear and do not come back,” Andreu said.(...) Today he is in a serious relationship that may be heading toward marriage, and is also a cooperator of Opus Dei.

Andreu says Opus Dei did everything right, and that what happened was his own fault. “If you are humble, the directors will do everything to help you, everything,” he said. “It doesn’t make any sense for them to treat numeraries with a whip. They want to try to keep you happy, not drive you away.” He said the trick is for numeraries to be honest with their direc­tors. “The director may say, ‘I want you to do five things.’ You may know deep down that five is too much, that you can only handle two or three, that with five you will break. But your pride takes over, you want to be strong, so you say, ‘I’ll do all five.’ But that’s not the director’s fault, that’s pride and dishonesty. I should have been honest about what was happen­ing in my life much earlier.”

“Maybe if I get married, I will become a supernumerary,” Andreu said.

Friday, May 15, 2009

The Price, and the Hurt, of Discipleship

By Richard John Neuhaus in his book Appointment in Rome: The Church in America Awakening, an account of the Synod of America of 1999.


As has happened in earlier centuries, new movements arise to challenge what they view as the stultifying of the call to radical Christian discipleship. Also as in earlier centuries, such movements stir controversy. Opus Dei in particular, but by no means alone, is the object of regular attack in books and articles. There is a whole genre of literature generated by people who claim to have been connected to these movements and then for one reason or another, to become bitterly disillusioned. Some of this literature is sober criticism, and some of it comparable to classic anti-Catholic polemics such as Maria Monk’s Awful Disclosures of the Hotel Dieu Nunnery of Montreal, first published in 1836 and still being reprinted today.

There no surprise in the fact that some people have been hurt and disillusioned-in part because movements that demand radical commitment attract also the psychologically and spiritually unstable; in part because the failure to meet the standards set by the community can be grievous disappointment; in part because members and leaders of renewal movements, like all of us, are sinners and sometimes treat people shabbily.

Opus Dei and other groups are frequently accused of being, interalia, authoritarian, sexist secretive, and elite. Judged by the dominant standards of a largely secularized culture, they are beyond reasonable doubt guilty as charge. A society that cannot distinguish between authoritarianism and the acknowledgment of what is authoritative is scandalized by people who understand the whole of their lives in terms of obedience to the lordship of Christ in accord with the rules of a community of obedience. The recognition of difference and complementarily between male and female is likewise deeply offensive to prevailing cultural canons. And there is almost unavoidably a tone of secretiveness that attends a powerful group identity, a sense of belonging to “us” as distinct from “them” – a sense greatly intensified by the hostility of “them.” As of elitism, what is the point of paying such a steep to belong to a group unless one believes it is the best?

All that being said, I am impressed that those whom I know in these movements are, for the most part, keenly aware of the conventional criticisms and are eager to counter them. Against the charge of authoritarianism, they accent the freedom of life in response to commanding truth. From being sexist, they strive to demonstrate mutual respect between men and women who know they are wondrously different. Against secretiveness, they enjoin upon the members an openness and invitational eagerness to share what they have found. Against elitism, they espouse a humility that underscores the truth that, whatever they have found and whatever they have achieved, it is the grace of God from the beginning to end. They seek, they survive, they enjoin, they espouse, and they often fail. It is a wonder that anybody should be surprise at that.

In some cases, there is the undeniable hurt felt by parents and families; in others, inexpressible gratitude that sons or daughters have found the purpose for which they were born. As a priest, I have encountered both reactions. For families, and especially for parents, there is a painful “letting go” of someone who has been claimed by greater devotion, much as Mary proved her discipleship in releasing Jesus to his mission. In what are called the culture wars of our time, Christians frequently declare themselves to be “pro-family”, but true Christianity sharply relativizes the natural bond of the family. The gospels are replete with the invitations of Jesus to leave all and follow him. “Truly, I say to you, there is no one who has left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or lands, for my sake and for the gospel, who will not receive a hundredfold now in this time, houses and brothers and sisters and mothers and children and land, with persecutions, and in the age to come eternal life” (Mark 10:29 – 30).

“With persecutions” is a nice touch. Through the centuries there has also been family resistance to those who respond to the call to radical discipleship. Francis of Assisi, Thomas Aquinas, Ignatius of Loyola, and innumerable others had to overcome the vigorous opposition of their families. Youthful passion is perceived as madness, and zeal of a vision of what might be possible is derided as fanaticism. Not for nothing are so many movements of renewal built around young people; not for nothing did Jesus say we must become as little children, or end up living and partly living lives that have displaced the possible with the practical. Movements that do not demand do not attract; movements that are incapable of scandalizing are incapable of renewing. They become, as Jesus said, salt that has lost its savor, good for nothing.

And I think again of Ratzinger’s words in Salt of the Earth:

In our time the reforms will definitely not come from forums and synods, though these have their legitimacy, sometimes even their necessity. Reforms will come from convincing personalities whom we may call saints... If society in its totality is no longer a Christian environment, just as it was not in the first four or five centuries, the Church herself must form cells in which mutual support and a common journey, and thus the great vital milieu of the Church in miniature, can be experienced and put into practice.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Ex-member: why Opus Dei appeals to a regular Joe

By Pete Cook in Opus Dei blogs. Pete comments on the Da Vinci Code fad.

One of the very few positive results from [the Da Vinci Code] fad is the increased availability of accurate information in regards to Opus Dei. Not that Opus Dei has ever sought much press coverage. The pursuit of sanctity in ordinary life is tough to sell in a sound bite, though founder St. Josemaria’s quick points in his spiritual classic The Way might be the closest thing we’ve seen to “spiritual sound bites.” The trouble is, after reading them one has to take time and consider (in silence) the points made by the saint. Doing so takes discipline. Believe me, I have been trying to do so for 15 years and I have yet to pray well or consistently.

I’m not a member of Opus Dei (I was a celibate member for just under a year and a half in 1990 and 1991, but it was not my vocation). That being said, I still have great affection for Opus Dei, St. Josemaria, and his first successor, Bishop Alvaro del Portillo.

Let’s hope and pray that a handful of those 40+ million Da Vinci Code readers are intrigued enough to honestly look into Opus Dei and the Catholic Church. Being readers, hopefully they’ll pick up a high quality history of the Church, or maybe the Catholic Catechism. If interested in Opus Dei, let’s hope they grab a biography of St. Josemaria or Don Alvaro del Portillo. If they do, they’ll understand why men like John Paul II and our present Holy Father have such great affection for those two men of God, and for Opus Dei. Equally important, they’ll understand why Opus Dei appeals to a regular Joe like you or me.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Serious reservations with the anti-cult movement

By Massimo Introvigne. These are the conclusions of Introvigne, an author of an encyclopedia of religion, in his article on Opus Dei and the Anti-cult Movement

The secularist anti-cult movement arose as having non-Catholic religious movements for its primary objective.

· The movement against Opus Dei started —especially within liberal Catholic circles— without any connection whatsoever with the polemic against "cults".

· In the first half of the 1980's, however, a part of the anti-cult movement extended its activity against its original enemies to cover other groups —Opus Dei among them.

· On the other hand, some Opus Dei adversaries within the Catholic ranks —typical examples of which are Fr Jacques Trouslard in France and Michael Walsh in England— realised that the anti-cult movement could offer them an ideological framework which suited their continued campaign, and provide them with powerful allies and greater resources. Initially, perhaps, the connection between the two movements arose from extrinsic and, at least partly, political reasons. But the anti-cult movement and the adversaries of Opus Dei within the Church did have in common a similar view of the world and of the role of religion which helped their mutual collaboration.

From all this one can make a further interesting and important observation. The secularist anti-cult position and the religious counter-cult position differ as to their objective reasons but do not necessarily present different subjective characteristics on the part of those who support such positions. Thus, for instance, if it is difficult to find militant atheists in the religious counter-cult movements, in the secular anti-cult movements one does find, on a personal level, people who declare themselves to be believers.

I have on other occasions pointed out how, in the anti-cult movements of the United States, mainly directed by atheistic or agnostic "secular humanists", are found well-known figures of the different North American Hebrew communities. This fact was explained by Hebrew members of the anti-cult movement as a characteristic feature of Hebraism, which is not a missionary religion, and which is suspicious of any conversion attempt. Alongside these representatives of the Jewish world some Protestants may be found —really very few— and finally a few Catholic priests and religious —occasionally also some lay people— who are few in number but very active.

One could well ask, why would a Catholic —and even more so if he is a priest or a religious— join in the activities of anti-cult movements, whose ideology, as soon as one gets to know or study it, is evidently hostile to religion in general, or at least hostile to the social relevance of religion, which should be especially dear to a Catholic. It is considered by some that the collaboration of certain Catholics with the anti-cult movement may be explained by their annoyance with "cults" which leads them to choose —wrongly, for they make the mistake of using a violent tone where a strong objective criticism would suffice— the hardest and most decisive line against new religious movements.

However, the history of the attacks against Opus Dei shows that such an explanation would only be valid for a very small number of Catholics whose naivety is as great as their lack of capacity to understand the complex reality of new religious movements and the anti-cult movement. But as for those Catholics who have opted for collaborating with the anti-cult movement, their choice shows a much more ominous way of thinking. They are, in fact, Catholics who know perfectly well the secularist ideology of the anti-cult movement but seek to make use of it as a weapon with which to attack, above all, their inter-ecclesial adversaries, by labelling them as "cults".

It is certainly possible that some Catholics who today are actively involved in the anti-cult movement, may have discovered a late vocation to confront the new religious movements. But it is also true that, many years before they showed any concern for Jehovah's Witnesses or for Hare Krishna, some of them were already actively engaged in attacking Opus Dei. How can one therefore avoid thinking that the reason why "liberal" Catholics have joined the secularist anti-cult movement is not because they have recently discovered the "threat of the cults", but because they are eager to find powerful and wealthy allies, of similar ideologies, in their polemics against Opus Dei and other Catholic entities who wish to remain orthodox and faithful to the Magisterium? Even if one wanted to leave this question open, there are many signs that lead to an affirmative answer. What is more, we have abundant facts that justify the most serious reservations and the most well-founded doubts about the anti-cult movement and about the Catholics, who, with greater or lesser awareness, collaborate with the movement.

All this confirms the need for Roman Catholics to be interested in new religious movements, and even when necessary to enter into discussions about them. But this must be done from a Catholic point of view and according to specifically Catholic standards, which are very different to those of the secularist anti-cult movement, with which any form of collaboration by Catholics —as has become abundantly clear— is not only useless but indeed harmful and blameworthy.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Ex-member: It was completely my decision

By John Allen in Opus Dei

Virtually everyone agrees that for supernumeraries, exiting Opus Dei poses less risk of turbulence. Matthew Collins of Baltimore was an Opus Dei supernumerary for twenty-six years before leaving in 2003 and becoming a cooperator.

Here’s how he described his experience: While many people in the Work do not understand my decision, and perhaps even believe I “lost my vocation,” I have been treated with the utmost charity and respect.

Not a single person in the Work has in any way made me feel unwelcome. I was very open with the directors when I was considering leaving the Work, and my freedom was always respected. It was a very difficult decision for me, and at times I would have almost welcomed pressure from them to stay in. They never did so. On the contrary, the consistent message I received from them was that it was their opinion that I had a vocation to the Work, but that it was completely my decision, and that if I chose to leave the Work, I would continue to be welcome at Opus Dei activities.

Ex-member: I was shocked

By John Allen in Opus Dei

Elizabeth Falk Sather is a Chicago-area numerary who left Opus Dei in early 1983 after roughly five years.

“I went on the Opus Dei Awareness Network Web site,” she said, reading accounts by former members such as Moncada about what happened when they left. “I was shocked. I didn’t experience any coercion, anyone locking doors on me.

My director said, `This has to be your free choice.’ I didn’t feel hounded. They saw I was being open and honest.”

Friday, January 9, 2009

Richard John Neuhaus: There are some things eminently worth being controversial for

By Fr. Richard John Neuhaus in First Things, November 1995. Fr. Neuhaus died last 8 January 2009. He was one of the most influential Catholics in the US.

The Ku Klux Klan, the Michigan Militia, and Scientology. To hear some folk tell it, Opus Dei (The Work of God) belongs to that company, except it is bigger and more dangerous. Opus Dei is, they say, a secretive, cult-like organization that is running a vast international conspiracy with unlimited funding and tentacles reaching into the most unlikely centers of power. In short, Opus Dei is "controversial."

So how does one go about making up his mind about a movement such as this? I have no connections with Opus Dei, but over the last ten years I have developed friendships with a number of people, priests and laity, who are involved in The Work. For example, Dr. Joaquin Navarro-Valls, the communications director for the Vatican. He is an extraordinarily personable gentleman, and we have had long conversations about, inter alia, the importance of Opus Dei in his life. He does not push the movement, but speaks in a matter-of-fact and utterly persuasive manner about how Opus Dei has helped him to understand and sustain his vocation as a Christian layman. And there are others in Opus Dei who speak in a similar vein. But in making up one's mind there is no denying that a privileged witness is Pope John Paul II. He has been publicly and consistently supportive of Opus Dei, granting it in 1982 the singular status of a "personal prelature," which means the jurisdiction of its bishop is not limited to a region but includes everyone in Opus Dei. In 1992 he beatified the founder of Opus Dei, Msgr. Josemaria Escriva, who died in 1975. The Pope has spoken of Opus Dei as an instrument of energetic orthodoxy that is a great gift for the renewal of the Church and its mission in the world. Of course that does not mean that Catholics must agree. Orthodox Catholics who otherwise have the greatest respect for the Pope have had bad experiences with Opus Dei and think that maybe he does not always know what the organization is actually doing. Be that as it may, in forming one's approach to Opus Dei, the strong and consistent affirmation of John Paul II cannot help but carry very considerable weight.

Since it was established in Spain in 1928, there have been a slew of books attacking Opus Dei, and we are told that more are in the works. For those of a leftist disposition, it is sufficient damnation that Opus Dei members were prominent in the government of General Franco. It is seldom mentioned that those same Opus Dei members were key players in Spain's successful transition to democracy. Today Opus Dei has about seventy-seven thousand members in eighty-three countries, including fifteen hundred priests and fifteen bishops.

One cannot emphasize too strongly that Opus Dei understands its mission to be the revival of the lay apostolate. While priests do the things that priests do in their capacity as spiritual directors, Opus Dei members frequently describe themselves as anticlerical. Not in the sense that they are opposed to clergy, but in that they oppose the old clericalist notion that lay people are second-class (at best) members of the Church. Opus Dei members sometimes suggest that the movement is responsible for Vatican II's lifting up of the dignity of the lay vocation, which is undoubtedly going one claim too far. But it is ironic that some of the harshest critics, who think of themselves as great champions of the laity, have not recognized the similar inspiration in Opus Dei.

The Work became active in North America about twenty years ago, and now has approximately three thousand members and runs sixty-four centers (often residences near major universities), five high schools, and several retreats. The Opus Dei presence has not always been welcomed by Catholic ministries on campuses, and this has occasioned some notable controversies. The cause, it seems, is sometimes personality conflict, sometimes a too aggressive approach by Opus Dei, and, in a number of cases, resentment by super-progressive priests of a movement that proposes a different, and deeply conservative, way of being Catholic. The charge heard again and again is that Opus Dei is secretive and cult- like in recruiting new members.

The Disillusioned

These and other charges were again aired in a major article this past year in America, the Jesuit magazine (February 25, 1995). The issue had a lurid red cover with nothing but the words "Opus Dei" in sharp relief, and I approached it with the expectation of reading another slash-and-burn attack on the movement. It turned out, however, to be a reasonably temperate and balanced treatment-in comparison, that is, with the usual stuff on Opus Dei. A great deal of attention was given to the testimony of people who had had unhappy experiences with Opus Dei, and to the views of Kenneth Woodward, religion reporter for Newsweek, often a fair-minded fellow, who has a long-standing hostility to Opus Dei.

Every movement has people who left for one reason or another, and, as is the case with jilted lovers, it is hard to know how to evaluate their testimony. They complain that they were recruited under the guise of friendship, that they were not told at first what they would be getting into, that women are separated from and subordinate to men, and so forth. What it apparently amounts to is that some people discovered that Opus Dei was not for them and were disappointed and embittered about that. Certainly Opus Dei is demanding. A full-fledged "numerary," for instance, makes a commitment to celibacy, lives in an Opus Dei center, and follows a rigorous daily schedule of prayer and spiritual discipline. Clearly, it is not for everyone. But the critics say it is more than that, that Opus Dei is a cult. A few parents unhappy with their children's association with Opus Dei have even formed an Opus Dei Awareness Network, and make the usual claims about "brainwashing" and the like.

I know some of these parents and cannot help but feel considerable sympathy. One wonders, however, if in some cases they are not experiencing, in intensified form, the pain of recognizing that their children are growing up and therefore, in a certain necessary sense, away from them. The mother of a young man I will here call Billy relates in tears how he went away to university, came into contact with Opus Dei in his third year, and now has decided to commit himself as a numerary. "He's completely alienated from us." "His father and I had such plans for him." "He's not my Billy that I knew four years ago." Sympathy yes, but tempered sympathy. He strikes one as a sensible young man, mature for his years, and enormously grateful for the life he has found with Opus Dei. He insists he is not alienated from his parents, but every contact with them, especially with his mother, is an ongoing and ugly hassle over Opus Dei. "She can't accept that I must do with my life what I believe God wants me to do."

It is an intergenerational conflict that has been around from the beginning of time. Innumerable young people, including recognized saints, have caught a vision of radical discipleship and pursued a course vehemently opposed by parents and family. This should come as no surprise to people who follow the One who said, "He who loves father or mother more than me . . ." It is especially odd that this conflict should figure so large in a Jesuit magazine, for it is within living memory that a more demanding Society of Jesus was frequently accused of recruiting young men to a pattern of discipleship that pitted them against parents who had other plans for their children's lives.

The America article also highlights the fact that the formal "constitutions" of Opus Dei are available in Latin and Spanish but not in English. This is taken as evidence that the organization is concealing something from outsiders, and even from its own members. Opus Dei responds that the Holy See, for some unknown reason, does not want the constitutions translated into English, although some members have told me that they are being translated. They add that the constitutions are merely legal stipulations, and that they contain nothing that members and prospective members are not told. In any event, the constitutions are readily available in Latin, and we know that there are still Jesuits who can read Latin. If there is anything they find objectionable in the constitutions, the critics of Opus Dei have ample opportunities to publicize their objections.

So why the intense, sometimes venomous, attacks on Opus Dei? In my experience, the members of Opus Dei are not secretive, but they are sometimes very defensive. That is perhaps understandable, given the nature and persistence of the attacks, but it is still a problem, and Opus Dei members with whom I have spoken generally recognize it as a problem. Then too, Opus Dei sometimes presents itself as the saving remnant of orthodoxy in a Church that is largely apostate. This is unattractive and, if not entirely untrue, greatly exaggerated. But such exaggeration is not surprising among people who feel that they are part of a rare, comprehensive, and commanding vision of what it means to serve Christ and his Church with the entirety of their being. Of course there is the danger of fanaticism, but it seems to me that Opus Dei is keenly aware of that, and its program of spiritual direction assiduously guards against it. People who think that the way to avoid fanaticism is never to surrender oneself to a commanding truth live desiccated lives and end up breeding their own, and usually less interesting, fanaticisms.

The opposition to Opus Dei cannot be explained without at least some reference to jealousy. Competition and jealousy among religious movements in the Catholic Church is nothing new, and some Opus Dei members are not hesitant to suggest that theirs is now the role in the Church once played by the Jesuits. The Jesuits, who were once viewed as the elite corps of the papacy, have in recent decades had a sharply attenuated relationship to the hierarchical leadership of the Church. The famous "fourth vow" of allegiance to the pope is now frequently understood by Jesuits as a vow to the papacy in general-meaning the papacy as they think it ought to be. (The articles on Jesuits and Jesuit spirituality in the new Encyclopedia of Catholicism, edited by Richard McBrien, make no mention of obedience to the pope.)

It is not surprising that this pontificate has looked with particular favor on Opus Dei, Focolare, Legionaries of Christ, and similar movements that have sprung up to champion the magisterium's understanding of the renewal called for by Vatican II. As for Opus Dei itself, it is, as the Catholic Church views things, still a very young movement, and in this country its work has hardly gotten underway. From the general media and from liberal Catholics, it is not going to get a fair shake for a very long time, if ever. Opus Dei has, as they say, a big image problem, and it will have to learn to live with that without being intimidated by it. Over time, as more people became acquainted with the people who are Opus Dei, and as Opus Dei members engage in works that are generally respected, the day may come when Opus Dei will no longer be routinely described as "controversial." And maybe not. There are some things eminently worth being controversial for. Meanwhile, one cannot help but be impressed by the people who believe that they have found in Opus Dei a way to make an unqualified gift of their lives to Christ and his Church.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

A long tradition of anti-Catholic and anti-Papal sentiment

By William O'Connor in Opus Dei: An Open Book, a Reply to Michael Walsh. Here is the conclusion of William O'Connor.

The list of inaccuracies and accusations goes on and on, ranging from the trivial to the outrageous. To answer them all would require another hundred pages. Discerning readers of this present book, or of The Secret Worldof Opus Dei, may perhaps have experienced the feeling that he or she had encountered a similar ragbag of charges and vagaries of method somewhere before.

One hundred and fifty years ago Cardinal Newman had to deal with an almost identical catalogue of accusations and array of specious arguments in his role as one of the most distinguished apologists in the English language. The similarities to be found between the efforts of Michael Walsh in his book, and what Cardinal Newman recounts in his 1851 Lectures on the Present Position of Catholics in England, seem almost uncanny. Cardinal Newman too, encountered 'the Prejudiced Man' who 'takes care to mix only in such society as will confirm his views.' His to face were the bitter charges of disgruntled former members of the body he belonged to. Here were the 'newspapers, magazines, reviews, pamphlets'; the anonymous writers; the cases 'given in detail in some manuscript or other, contained somewhere or other'; the parents unhappy with the religious choices made by their grown children; the "proselytising"; the supposed domination by clerics who withheld information from the ordinary faithful; the slurs on the discipline of the Confessional; the innuendo about murder and sexual abuses; the end seeming to justify the means; the peculiarities of architectural and decorative detail.

The polemical techniques are the same: the 'sweeping charges', the 'simple assertion' and the 'imputation.' There is the conviction 'of all manner of crimes on the simple ground of our being notoriously accused of them'; 'the burden of proof ... thrown upon the accused'; the hostile 'assuming the point in debate ... in the very principles with which they set out.' Pilloried is 'the system of judging any body of men by extracts, passages, specimens, and sayings – nay even by their documents, if these are taken by us to be sufficient informants, instead of our studying the living body itself'; and the 'stringing together of certain sentences without any notice of the context.'

Cardinal Newman noted that 'the rhetoric in request' was 'something which will cut a dash, something gaudy and staring, something inflammatory', and the consequent production of 'the prodigious, the enormous, the abominable, the diabolical, the impossible.' It is usual, then as now, to find 'a crime charged ... with such startling vividness and circumstantial finish as to seem to carry its own evidence with it, and to dispense, in the eyes of the public, with the references which in fairness should attend it. The scene is laid ... in the high table-land of Mexico.' (Peru is Michael Walsh's Mexico. It is far enough away to serve the same purpose).

What is the accused to do when faced by an attacker who 'has picked up facts at third or fourth hand, and has got together a crude farrago of ideas, words, and instances, a little truth, a deal of falsehood, a deal of misrepresentation, a deal of nonsense, and a deal of invention'? The author of old deals at length with the virtual impossibility and probable ineffectiveness, as regards public opinion at large, of answering the complex of shifting charges. In all humility he concludes:

'Good is never done except at the expense of those who do it: truth is never enforced except at the sacrifice of its propounders. At least, they expose their inherent imperfections, if they incur no other penalty; for nothing would be done at all, if a man waited to do it so well, that no one could find fault with it.'

It would appear that Michael Walsh's work follows in a long tradition of anti-Catholic and anti-Papal sentiment over centuries, found in certain streams of British life and literature, arguably even approaching the notorious ravings of such as Maria Monk, but focussing the charges on the smaller target of Opus Dei. There is nothing new under the sun. The reader would do well to return to Newman's Lectures for a most perceptive and amusing debunking of the 'arguments' and polemical techniques used in The Secret World of Opus Dei.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Ex-member: I remain very much in love with Opus Dei

By Juan Math Geek in Catholic Answers Forum. Juan Math Geek is a 26 year-old graduate student.

I went through the temporary period of celibacy for several years but in the end I did not continue to make the commitment permanent. It takes normally about 6 years of having to renew the commitment every year, and on the 6th renewal it is for a permanent committment.

Let me just say that for me, in the end, it didn't work out.

Nevertheless, I remain very much in love with Opus Dei.

The thing is, as you search the web, you will encounter commentary that puts Opus Dei very negatively. Some of those who write these criticisms are former numeraries. I cannot say that I understand their point of view, as I can never know what they went through, but I disagree with many of the negative things former numeraries say. I do understand many of the difficulties they cite, but I believe whatever happened to them does not mean there is essentially something wrong with Opus Dei itself, as it is a spiritual path in essence.

So it saddens me to read what they say, like they were insulting my own mom. If you ever come across those criticisms, do consult people from both sides first, and I personally would be very glad to discuss. Not all former numeraries end up hating Opus Dei you know

http://www.escrivaworks.org/

http://www.josemariaescriva.info/

these are great sources of information

Monday, November 24, 2008

Ex-member: My years as a celibate member prepared me for my life as a wife and mother

By Peg Bruer in Opus Dei blogs. She first learned of Opus Dei in 1966. Peg became a numerary member a few years later, when she was not quite 18. For fifteen years after that she lived in centers of Opus Dei in Boston, New York, Chicago, and Washington, D.C.

Since there are a few people who have related “horror stories” about the Work, I would like to share my experiences while I was a member of the Work, as well as my relationship with Opus Dei since ceasing to be a member in 1984. Perhaps by doing so, there will be parents or young people who will realize that Opus Dei is not to be feared or avoided, but in fact sought out as a great source of growing in one’s faith and setting out to serve God through daily work.


While in high school, I started attending some doctrinal classes at a college residence called Bayridge in Boston. From the beginning, I was grateful that the priest explained many points of the Catholic faith which had been glossed over in my religion classes at school. This doctrinal formation continues to be available through centers of Opus Dei, and I feel deeply indebted to the Work for all the hours of instruction which I received as a member of the Work for fifteen years and as a cooperator for the past 22 years.


I have relied on what I learned from classes sponsored by Opus Dei throughout my years in college, law school, professional life, and particularly as the mother of five. It is not a matter of “conservative” or “liberal” positions on issues, but rather what is the truth as taught by the Catholic Church. So much of the present-day confusion of many Catholics on topics such as abortion, euthanasia, artificial birth control, the purposes of marriage, the search for God’s will in each of our lives, could be clarified if only people had the opportunity to receive the solid doctrinal formation that Opus Dei provides.

I truly believe that my years as a celibate member of Opus Dei prepared me for my life as a wife and mother. Because the majority of members of Opus Dei are married, I learned that the essence of both the single life and married life is service to others. While living in a center of the Work, I tried to make life more pleasant for those who lived in the center; now I try to make life more pleasant for my husband and children. The current media effort to report “corporal mortification” used by members of Opus Dei (in the form of a cilice and discipline) as a shocking expose is laughable. For example, how many secular people spend hours each week in grueling exercise routines, sometimes rising at 5:00 a.m. to get in a workout before the workday begins, or deprive themselves of all fattening foods for the sake of achieving the ideal body? The discomfort of wearing a cilice is nothing in comparison.


Was I recruited by Opus Dei without knowing what I was getting into and without my parents’ knowledge? Absolutely not – in fact when I was about to join Opus Dei I talked with my parents about it that morning, and remember my father’s clear and very supernatural answer: “When each of my kids reached the age of adulthood (I had three older siblings, and three younger siblings) I permitted them to do whatever they thought was God’s will, and I will do the same with you. God bless you.”


Other allegations about Opus Dei have included that members are pariahs if they leave the “organization” and that the internal workings of Opus Dei are secretive. Believe me, if I thought I could reveal “secrets” from my years of life as a numerary, I would be seizing this Da Vinci Code moment to publish a book and reap windfall profits! Instead I can attest to witnessing many members of Opus Dei who practiced a complete dedication to God through detachment from material goods, who sacrificed their personal ambitions in order to be available for the needs of Opus Dei, who used every minute of the day well in order to get more done for the glory of God. For a period of time I was in charge of the accounts for the women’s section of Opus Dei in the Midwest. Every penny that was donated, and every penny that was spent was accounted for.


My experiences with Opus Dei since 1984 have been equally positive. When I met and decided to marry my husband, it was a priest of Opus Dei who gave us pre-Cana classes. We have often relied on his practical advice in resolving any controversy throughout twenty-one years of marriage. Shortly after marrying, a priest of Opus Dei asked my husband and me to help give classes in our parish to people who wanted to convert to Catholicism. When my mother died in 1990 several members of the Work brought dinners for my family and guests, and many of those I had known while in the Work attended the wake and funeral.


In the Jubilee Year, our family traveled to Rome. My fourth child was ready to receive her First Holy Communion, so I asked in advance if it might be possible for her to receive at the crypt of St. Josemaria. A priest from the United States who was then residing at the headquarters of Opus Dei celebrated a special Mass for our family and my daughter received her first Holy Communion in the Oratory of Our Lady of Peace. Our whole family considers that day a very special blessing from God. When the Founder of Opus Dei was canonized in 2002, I went to Rome again with my oldest daughter. I continue to feel that I owe St. Josemaria a great debt for all the formation I have received and the faith I have. Because of the doctrinal and spiritual formation I received in the Work, I was able to organize classes for parents of my children’s friends when our children were about to make their first Holy Communion.

For a period of time my family lived in Tulsa, Oklahoma, where there is no center of Opus Dei. However, several friends of mine became cooperators of the Work and we met weekly to pray together for Opus Dei and our own intentions. Over the years, my children have participated in camps organized by Opus Dei, as well as clubs and classes. While I have learned that I need to respect their freedom to attend these activities, I have also learned to use prayer as a weapon in helping them to make the best decision. For any parent who is concerned about their children’s growth in the faith, the support and assistance of Opus Dei is a godsend.

A final point I would like to refute is the role of women within Opus Dei. I have read some accounts by former members who say women are relegated to servant- like roles when taking care of the household tasks, the cleaning, laundry, and so forth in centers of Opus Dei. The fact is, the work of the home is considered a professional job, one that requires training and skill. I learned many aspects of household management while I was a numerary, and have since been able to use this knowledge in my own household. At various times I worked in the administration of some of the centers of the Opus Dei. However, I also acquired a B.A. in Political Science, and was encouraged to pursue my dream of becoming a lawyer. Once I became a lawyer, my goal was the same as that of anyone working in the household tasks of the center: sanctify my work, sanctify myself in my work, and try to sanctify others through my work. Opus Dei does not teach that there are levels of work that are more important than others, but that every job is important and becomes more valuable depending on how much love of God one puts into the job.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Ex-member: Don't judge Ruth Kelly's spirituality by what The Da Vinci Code says

By Christopher Howse in The Telegraph. Christopher Howse writes leaders and features and reviews for The Daily Telegraph, which he joined in 1996 as obituaries editor. He lives in Westminster.

When I was a member of Opus Dei, a certain sort of person was beastly to me because they hated Opus Dei. "Aha," they would say, if I made a mistake, "typical Opus Dei!" Opus Dei-baiting was like Jew-baiting.


No hidden agenda: Ruth Kelly

Since I left, in 1988, the same kind of people have been much nicer, on the assumption that I loathe Opus Dei as much as they seem to. I don't loathe it at all. My departure was to do with me rather than them. I didn't like getting up early and things. But I have never since met a group who are kinder, more patient or less motivated by personal ambition.

I can understand, though, why Ruth Kelly, the Education Secretary, doesn't want to be written off as a mere chip off the Opus Dei block. She should be condemned for her politics, if they are despicable, not for her choice of spiritual advisers.

Just at the moment, the serial on Woman's Hour is a novel called The Gowk Storm, set in 19th-century Scotland. The village dominie or schoolmaster is driven out by the local elders because he is a Roman Catholic.

He is believed to be capable of anything. One old woman saw with her own eyes how he bewitched a fish in her frying-pan and made it jump on to the floor. Of course. And the vilification of Opus Dei is just like the routine disgust with Roman Catholics in Britain in the 19th century.

In fact, Roman Catholics can look pretty strange to outsiders. In their churches they display carvings of a dying or dead man with no clothes on, nailed to a cross. As they enter their pews, they make obeisance or curtsy towards a metal box under a veil which contains nothing but what looks like a round bit of bread. Ghosts figure large in Catholic belief. Until recently, they called one of the gods they worship the "Holy Ghost".

All right, the preceding paragraph was a parody of ill-motivated observation. I know that Catholics only worship one God. The Holy Trinity – Father, Son and Holy Spirit (or Ghost) are three persons in one God. That's what the C of E believes, too. But it is not easy to explain simply.

Similarly, it is not easy to explain to a post-Freudian secularist that ascetical practices – penance, fasting – are not exhibitions of self-hatred. The one thing everyone wants to know about Opus Dei is whether they beat themselves with knotted cords. The inquirers hope that this is a bit of kinky sex they can hear about.

Cardinal Newman (1801-90) used to beat himself a bit. "Taking the discipline," he called it. Fr Faber, a fellow member of the Catholic congregation of priests called the Oratorians, made excuses about taking the discipline, saying it was bad for his health. Perhaps that sort of practice is impossible in the modern world.

I can't say I go in for beating myself. All Catholics are, however, bound by their religion to do some penance every Friday in honour of the Passion of Jesus Christ on Good Friday – that dying man nailed to the cross. Catholics believe he isn't dead. They talk to him, same as you'd talk to the cat, only they really think he understands.

I want to say what Opus Dei is really about, but there's The Da Vinci Code to deal with first. The chief baddy in that bad book, you must know, is called Silas, an albino Opus Dei "monk" who kills people.

But no members of Opus Dei are monks, they are ordinary civilian women and men, and they seldom kill anyone. Albinos are admitted as members, as available. So are black people, and were welcomed a long time before a lot of other white churchy people recognised them as equals.

A few facts, then. Opus Dei was founded in 1928 by a Spaniard called Josemaria Escriva. He was recently declared a saint. The Catholic Church fully approves of Opus Dei, which has about 80,000 members round the world. Its chief function is to remind lay Christians that by their baptism they have a vocation to seek holiness, which is to say, friendship with God. Ordinary people, Opus Dei declares, do not have to become monks or nuns to find God; they can offer to him their daily work.

Most members are married folk. A very few are priests. Cardinal Cormac Murphy-O'Connor has just asked Opus Dei to take on a parish in Hampstead, but the people who go to church there will not be Opus Dei members any more than people who go to a church run by the Jesuits are Jesuits.

What do members of Opus Dei do? They pray in the morning and in the evening. They go to Mass every day, as pious Catholics do. But most of the day is spent working, as anyone has to, and with their families. All the time, they are aware that they are in the presence of God and, as his children, inwardly offer him the things they do during the day, cheerfully. It sounds nice enough to me and almost makes me want to join up again. Perhaps they are too normal for me, though.

Anyway, because Opus Dei wants lay people to be responsible for their own actions, it never gives members any orders or advice about their professional or political lives. That was the great taboo when I was a member: you could ask for advice about praying but would never dream of asking about voting.

We wouldn't just shop at a grocer's because it was run by a member. So Opus Dei doesn't boast of having a specific MP or plumber as a member. It's up to the member. There is such a thing as privacy. Perhaps he might be hounded out of his job by those playground bullies.

I've noticed that when people leave organisations, they can make a hobby of slagging them off, thus proving their own superiority. But the Catholic Church is a big place, hence the name. Christians are meant to be seeking unity and loving one another, so the Bible says, not denouncing anyone who follows a slightly different way from their own.

Even the chief inspector of schools rather bafflingly called this week for us to be "intolerant of intolerance", so I think multi-cultural tolerance should at least extend to a voluntary association of committed Catholics like Opus Dei.

There's a lot of information about it at www.opusdei.org.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Ex-member: I received so much

By Alan Robinson. These are comments Alan gave in this blog which deserve to be placed in the main page.

I knew OD for ten years before becoming a member. I was a member for ten years and learnt SO much and received so much. I left believing that I did not have a true vocation. Everything I found in the Work was wonderful, and the priests (especially) and others fantastic. My one criticism is that I don't think they really "interview" and examine potential members enough. I don't think that they really checked me over enough.

[N.B. from Raul: According to Opus Dei officials, there have indeed been mistakes committed which they hope will be less and less as the directors of Opus Dei learn and mature. Thanks again to Alan for his piece.]

Friday, October 10, 2008

Ex-member: I never encountered any conspiratorial non-sense

By Pat Delaney, answering allegations by someone against Opus Dei, at Greenspun. According to the accusations, life in Opus is allegedly "miserable" and Opus Dei's practices are allegedly "very far from Catholic orthodoxy". The text of Pat Delaney is the last piece in a series of posts and counter-posts at the Greenspun website.

Dear Atila,

I have known the Work for many years. In fact, I have previously been a member, and did in fact "whistle." I was an active member for five years before I decided it was not quite right for me about 8-9 years ago. Nevertheless, the people in the Work are still very much a part of my life in some ways. I have NEVER encountered any of the conspiratorial nonsense you allege. The types of things you allege cannot be proven otherwise as you allege they are done secretly.

What I have seen within the Work are many highly gifted people who live saintly lives, and less gifted ones who are willing to struggle with themselves. As with any human organization, there is an occasional idiot or two hanging around that everyone tries to be patient with in the hope that they will grow.

What I have also seen much of is something else. I have seen people who, when they see the opportunity for much sacrifice in their life, the sacrifices that will really need to be done to reform their spiritual life, will recoil in disgust after making an initial attempt. This often happens in the spiritual development of any person and is referred to as the "the dark night." Saint John and Saint Theresa of Avila refer to these periods as occurring twice along the path to great spiritual perfection. This path is well know and is defined by three phases: Purgative, Illuminative and Unitive and are separated by these dark periods. This is all explained quite well in "Spiritual Passages" by Father Benedict Groeschel (not in Opus Dei).

Many people when they reach these dark phases, or encounter some other great temptation, give in to the temptation and just stop trying. These people sometime find their way back to spiritual development, sometimes not. Unfortunately, rather than realize that this failure is the result of their own weakness, these people will try and blame their own personal decision on factors controlled by others.

I see this often among ex-members who wish to justify there own personal decision to leave the "Work." They associate the demands of growing in the spiritual life, with the rigors associated with living the "Norms" and other activities that EVERY person, in and out of the Work will eventually need to undertake if they are to develop themselves and grow to be a person of great virtue (i.e., a saint).

You have left the Work for your own reasons. That is fine. That is your personal freedom and your right. No one in the Work disrespects that. But you sin greatly by maligning those who, of their own freedom, choose to stay and use the Work as a vehicle for their own spiritual growth. That is all that Opus Dei really is. Its a service-provider and a vehicle for what can be great spirtual growth for those who wish to take that ride.

The LIBROS website you refer to is trash. It is set up by bitter people who wish to justify the unhappiness they have with their personal decisions by maligning others. It teaches attacks on the Church herself. It is full of relativism, skepticism and cynicalism. These are the marks of people who have turned their eyes from the truth.

I will pray for you Atila, as I'm sure your true friends in the Work regularly do despite your absence and attacks upon them. But in charity, I tell you that your present crusade is guided by none other than the Father of Lies.

-- Pat Delaney (pat@patdelaney.net), February 26, 2004.